Tale of lonely lover

Tale of lonely lover

Tonight, I wrote my note and take me five minutes to think  about life , about love.

I want to weep and be comforted. I'm so tired of being strong. 

I want to feel , I want to feel your touching for once.  Just once and only once.

 

Just for a second of your touching, that's all....a second, only a second..... even half of second

this is a dark little essay  about a lover who  lost his loved one.

It’s just a tale of no one cares that tears turned into pearls. 

For so long, I had always been strong, i always hide my sadness, crying in the night, while praying.......... was a lonely  man and solitaire

I have Just found ways to make myself strong, tear no more…..just by making a note

just a note..... this note....

This a note of lonely man, lonely lover who left by his beloved lover

I am longing for your whisper,  I love you. I love you , remind me for Dhuha praying time.

I am longing for your text message,....I miss youuuuuuuu, waking me up on fajr praying time

I sent this note through night winds,  blowing to my face into her heart.

Listen, my love…. I love you and feel sorry to let waiting for me for so long .... 

Yes, It’s not the way of getting rid off or  quit from this life.  just a matter of time,. just a matter of time, dear.

But one day, my time will come and lying next beside you, under black stone.....forever

I knew my dear, you have been waiting for me at the gate of heaven, just wait for me...... I will be there

Syafuan Gani

July 2012

Doha, Qatar