Monday, April 18, 2016

Dreaming of my funeral day

When my time come and in a peaceful sleep
lovers were gone, somewhere
Little sadly, teardrops no more, quiet , silence
Murmur  in sorrow Slowly disappeared in dream of the recitation
Amid a crowd of wet eyes, full of prays


Walking thru the side hill , strolling to the green valley
Holding my body, bending down to the earth
Hiding whole body facing the holy Qa’bah


My soul trembled to the railing of lonely life
Here and there by day and night
Hiding myself and my grief to fantasy
Then, I woke up and sitting down the cold bed
Everything turns to the reality and i am lonely again.

Sour, sweet, sad to see the crowds around me
Dreaming of the day of my funeral

Syafuan Gani

Luwuk 19 April2016

Friday, April 15, 2016

Searching

I would search you
Flying to blue sky , faraway

To the sky where there is no forest
Nor rocks to hide

Looking  on Hidden places within the clouds
Hidden by the colorful clouds.

Thousands miles as high as I could sky dive

Certainly I would  find you there
With bunch of wild flowers
Of our forever love


Luwuk 16 April 2016

Monday, June 8, 2015

Never been forgotten

Like a wanderer, I have lost my way
My empty heart burned
The prickly bushes appear to block
To fill the path to a remote village
That we used to stroll
Small honey bee flying around us
Like strong army that rushes in to fight,
Reminding not to stampede their nest
Not to disturb their peace life

So do us, our pray to our love
Day to day of our life, full of loves
With the Milky Way poured down from the sky;
Where clouds flying together
Slowly moving above the verdant creek
Meeting a river of torrential rain
Ending to waterfall of a giant cliff
Pushing my way to find you
Thru the dark forest with longing of the leaves
With fragrance of wildest  flowers
Thru the breeze of highland wind
Almost have been long forgotten,
Rustle there, tired of waiting
But not boring to search

I miss you



Syafuan Gani
Luwuk 9 June 2015

I would search you

Far away , in other world.  my love
I would search you
Wandering to darkness of  virgin forest
With a patch of wildflowers
Thousands miles faraway
Strolling to the waves of  desert
Thousands miles to horizon line
Roaming under dark clouds
Bathing a torrential rain
Certainly I would  find you there

I would search you
Flying to blue sky , faraway
To the sky where there is no forest
Nor rocks to hide
Looking  on Hidden places within the clouds
Hidden by the colorful clouds.
Thousands miles as high as I could sky dive
Certainly I would  find you there
With bunch of wild flowers
Of our forever love


Pulling us together , forever


Syafuan Ganui
Luwuk, 8 June 2015

honey birds singing

Remember my dear,
When one time, years ago
When we roamed the highland
Where thick pine trees hide us
And
Lovely wild flowers blossom
Lovely honey birds singing
Lovely shine pass thru pine trees leaves

Morning Fog flows thru
Of  the dark blue highland .
Water drops fall upon the scattered old leaves
Gathering to small ponds
Where tiny frogs sing together
Then flowing to the tiny water path
Rustling and Sighing thru the rocks
Perk to the trench , a small river
Leaving the silence highlands
Of  mountain we used to stroll

Before the sun rises above my head
I would love to meet you
I would love to kiss you
Even only a while , even a jiffy

In my shadow , in my hope
I miss you, I love you  
Forever



Syafuan Gani
Luwuk, 7 June 2015


Lonely Bird love’s song

Lonely Bird whispers love’s song
Love indifference
Singing love lyrics of an lonely Man
In  this cold dawn, solitaire
Just come and sing
And fly away

Only the sound remains
Lonely bird has gone
Fly away without sympathy
Leaving a lonely man in silence
Waiting the time to met you again

I miss you, I love you 



Syafuan Gani
Luwuk, 6 June 2015

Lonely bird sings

Lonely bird sang all the songs
Songs of love in the Morning
The songs awakened old wanderer
Sleeping in the wooden hut
Laying in the darkness
Shivering in cold night
Lonely
Lonely life, No way to go

Like the thick Pine trees
Just Stand still gives a shelters
For couples of loving squirrels
Under whose shade they stood together
Holding hands , chirping each other
Touch with the lips 
Sign of love
Forever,  seems forever

Leaving a lonely man in silence


Syafuan Gani
Luwuk, 5 June 2015