Sunday, December 2, 2012

When Lovers Strolled The Love's Path

God knows when  will stop this absurd, self-pitying, idle, futile despair and  will think again, and to act according to the way I think and the way Allah Say in Quran and Prophet guidance thru hadits

Naturally, we sometimes feel happy we almost never remember about  God Almighty  creates Us, almost forget to Say in one single breath : 

La illa hailallah
Allahuakbar  .

But when in state of unhappiness, sorrow …. We just started to remember Allah. When getting sick and dying, we remember and keep saying His Name. 

It is not to late to start with , but it is better if we start it during our happiness.

Who except our God Almighty can live time through forever without Happiness and sorrow ?   no one, but Allah.

It does a person no good to be incredibly bright if at the same time  a person  is also incredibly miserable or has such emotional impairment that she functions destructively.

Each morning I awake, the sky is reddish if not yellow, due to waking up sunlight. , the trees are bare, wet leaves  by blowing misty Morning.

A soft wishpering calls my name as I weep into the pillow, under light blue blanket,  wondering when it will ever end,  keep asking “ my dear, have you prayed this dawn ?”  “have you pray this Dhuha, my dear ?’

With one long breath, caught and held in my chest, I fought his sadness over my solitary life, wake up and take wudhu  and pray Dhuha.  Alhamdullilah.

My lover have gone away leaving me lonely, to the heart of Heaven…….now with smile waiting for me at the Gate of meet her……, hug me and kiss me……..

Don’t cry, my love…….. do not  be sad my dear,……..I keep praying for you…..  till we meet again…… 

Just wait for me at the gate of beautiful Heaven, InshaAllah.

Live or die  for me just a matter of time , and it will not poison my love to you.…, never and ever parched by the time.

There is no greater pain than to remember a happy time with you, my love…….when I am in misery, lonely …. Solitaire  in this planet.

Syafuan Gani
December 2012
Doha, Qatar

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