God knows
when will stop this absurd,
self-pitying, idle, futile despair and will think again, and to act according to the
way I think and the way Allah Say in Quran and Prophet guidance thru hadits
Naturally, we sometimes feel happy we almost never remember about God Almighty creates Us, almost forget to Say in one single breath :
But when in state of unhappiness, sorrow …. We just started to remember Allah. When getting sick and dying, we remember and keep saying His Name.
It is not to late to start with , but it is better if we start it during our happiness.
Who except our God Almighty can live time through forever without Happiness and sorrow ? no one, but Allah.
It does a person no good to be incredibly bright if at the same time a person is also incredibly miserable or has such emotional impairment that she functions destructively.
Each morning I awake, the sky is reddish if not yellow, due to waking up sunlight. , the trees are bare, wet leaves by blowing misty Morning.
A soft wishpering calls my name as I weep into the pillow, under light blue blanket, wondering when it will ever end, keep asking “ my dear, have you prayed this dawn ?” “have you pray this Dhuha, my dear ?’
With one long breath, caught and held in my chest, I fought his sadness over my solitary life, wake up and take wudhu and pray Dhuha. Alhamdullilah.
My lover have gone away leaving me lonely, to the heart of Heaven…….now with smile waiting for me at the Gate of Heaven.......to meet her……, hug me and kiss me……..
Don’t cry, my love…….. do not be sad my dear,……..I keep praying for you….. till we meet again……
Just wait for me at the gate of beautiful Heaven, InshaAllah.
Live or die for me just a matter of time , and it will not poison my love to you.…, never and ever parched by the time.
There is no greater pain than to remember a happy time with you, my love…….when I am in misery, lonely …. Solitaire in this planet.
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Naturally, we sometimes feel happy we almost never remember about God Almighty creates Us, almost forget to Say in one single breath :
Subhanallah
alhamdulillah
La illa hailallah
Allahuakbar .
But when in state of unhappiness, sorrow …. We just started to remember Allah. When getting sick and dying, we remember and keep saying His Name.
It is not to late to start with , but it is better if we start it during our happiness.
Who except our God Almighty can live time through forever without Happiness and sorrow ? no one, but Allah.
It does a person no good to be incredibly bright if at the same time a person is also incredibly miserable or has such emotional impairment that she functions destructively.
Each morning I awake, the sky is reddish if not yellow, due to waking up sunlight. , the trees are bare, wet leaves by blowing misty Morning.
A soft wishpering calls my name as I weep into the pillow, under light blue blanket, wondering when it will ever end, keep asking “ my dear, have you prayed this dawn ?” “have you pray this Dhuha, my dear ?’
With one long breath, caught and held in my chest, I fought his sadness over my solitary life, wake up and take wudhu and pray Dhuha. Alhamdullilah.
My lover have gone away leaving me lonely, to the heart of Heaven…….now with smile waiting for me at the Gate of Heaven.......to meet her……, hug me and kiss me……..
Don’t cry, my love…….. do not be sad my dear,……..I keep praying for you….. till we meet again……
Just wait for me at the gate of beautiful Heaven, InshaAllah.
Live or die for me just a matter of time , and it will not poison my love to you.…, never and ever parched by the time.
There is no greater pain than to remember a happy time with you, my love…….when I am in misery, lonely …. Solitaire in this planet.
Syafuan Gani
December 2012
Doha, Qatar
indeed good essay about lovers
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