Monday, December 3, 2012

you stole my heart, sleeping beauty


You stole my heart, sleeping beauty


When we realized it has been long time we were together in happiness, building a nice sweet family till they grew up.

We realized there is no one out there alike us having a lovely life full of loves.

I wished, I would be next beside you when you passed way, so i could whisper an "ashma'ul husna and kalimah sahadah" close to your ears.

You stole my hearts because we were the lovers more than others, indeed



I am losing myself now and i feel no more fun, no more dinner together, no more walking hand on hand at the Doha’s Cornieche

The things just suddenly passed by , have gone by the winds and  you have brought my love with you.
I hope it will get better someday, somehow, someplace as we we will meet inshaAllah at the gate of heaven, when my time come.

I pray, you will wait for me in front of the gate of haven and keep praying for that, my dear. InshaAllah

My everlasting longing of you, remind me the essence of Gibran's quote:





 “joy and sorrow are inseparable. . . together they come and when one sits alone with you . . remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.”

Yes, Someday, when my time come.......we’ll walk hand on hand again,  into each other again, I know it for sake of our happiness.

Maybe I’ll be older with my grey hairs and but still I am as of we met years ago.  Even just plain better., I guess 

If that happens, that’s when I’ll serve you, as the best lover ever since , InshaAllah

Syafuan Gani
October 2012
Doha, Qatar

14 comments:

  1. oooo my goodness she is beautiful.... cute smile
    that make me jealous

    hmmm you are really good lover expressing your love to your wife

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  2. ooooo my God almighty
    she was beautiful and sleeping beauty really
    no wonder she stole your heart

    my respect
    aysha

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  3. sleeping beauty .... everlasting beauty
    lovely sleeping beauty.... is she your wife i guess
    you really miss her
    may God take her in the best paradise

    love

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  4. she has natural beauty... look at her smile
    pretty smile.... a honest smile
    you are very lucky my friend having her.. a sleeping beauty...

    no wonder you live her and write this essay fro her
    no wonder


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  5. i would say she is the most happiest lover, even after..... you still love her..... my she has enjoying her life......in hereafter
    what a lovely essay about missing your love one
    and you succed to make me as a reader feeling the your sadness losing her

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  6. i would say she is the most happiest lover, even after..... you still love her..... my she has enjoying her life......in hereafter
    what a lovely essay about missing your love one
    and you succed to make me as a reader feeling the your sadness losing her

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  7. I just read this essay
    i think you do really inlove your late wife
    what a beautiful live being lve by someone even after die
    i wish i would have loved by someone like you..... even i die

    sentimental essay

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  9. sad, i fell very sad to read obaut losing the love one

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  10. even your late wife is beautiful with her specific smile

    I hope your dream "The things just passed by, have gone by the winds and will get better someday, somehow, someplace as we we will meet inshaAllah at the gate of heaven" come true
    yes Meeting at the Gate of HEAVEN....... LOVELY WISH

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  11. i like the way you love your late wife

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  12. she was the happiest woman, even after she passed away you stile love her alot
    very rare lover like you in this world

    i adore you

    Kate

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  13. lovely essays

    keith

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  14. "Maybe I’ll be older with my grey hairs and but still I am as of we met years ago"

    so gloomy , longing for meeting with lover

    cheers
    Broer

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