Saturday, December 8, 2012


Once a man, an old man, a matured man dies, he just have gone...... leaving his lonely life for years .....since you have gone..... the old man life is miserable..... lonely.
The sadness is only a while, may be a year, may be a month, may be a day, may be an hour or may be just a minute.

The feeling of loses is only a while, may be a year, may be a month or may be a week.

Just only a new red soil on the grave prove that he has been buried there.
Just only a flower on the grave prove that his lover has ever visit his grave.
Just only a few notes in his blogger prove that he was ever there.

Memory was gone, even quickly disappear.
When man died, he has been forgotten, without a trace, as if he'd never even existed and that's all.

Something common and only happens to any one... until it happens to you.
The God lover die in peace , full of smile knowing the soul will go to heaven.... and you pass away with smile, my love........ beatiful smile..... I wish I were there to kiss you.
The satanic lovers die in many times before their deaths

Dying is like coming to the end and only regret it if the ride was enjoyable, but wanting it come soon when facing miserable.

Death, in itself, is nothing; but most of us fear, except God lovers.......... and my love, you proved already as God lover passed away without fear..... without any regret of life.
Death is a natural part of life and rejoice for those around God lovers, you are now among the angel playing around on the garden of eve.
Remember my dear, wait for me with smile and kiss at the time i meet you... whenever my time come.

just a thought on death,...... time to pray my love..

Syafuan Gani
Doha, Qatar


  1. no no no you will not be forgotten my dear
    just sent email to and i will come to you hehehehhe

  2. again ? why you likes to write essay about death.... why
    you scares me.....
    why not essay about life, about love, about songs ?