I like walking in the rain, because no one knows I am crying in remembrance of my beloved lover waiting for me at the Gate of Heaven, InshaAllah........................................................................................................................... Allah, if I worship You for fear of Hell, burn me in Hell, And if I worship You in hope of Paradise, Exclude me from Paradise. But if I worship You for Your Own sake, Grudge me not Your everlasting Beauty.
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Monday, April 18, 2016
Dreaming of my funeral day
When my time come and in a peaceful sleep
lovers were gone, somewhere
Little sadly, teardrops no more, quiet , silence
Murmur in sorrow Slowly disappeared in dream of
the recitation
Amid a crowd of wet eyes, full of prays
Walking thru the side hill , strolling to the green
valley
Holding my body, bending down to the earth
Hiding whole body facing the holy Qa’bah
My soul trembled to the railing of lonely life
Here and there by day and night
Hiding myself and my grief to fantasy
Then, I woke up and sitting down the cold bed
Everything turns to the reality and i am lonely again.
Sour, sweet, sad to see the crowds around me
Dreaming of the day of my funeral
Syafuan Gani
Luwuk 19 April2016
Friday, April 15, 2016
Searching
I would search you
Flying to blue sky , faraway
To the sky where there is no forest
Nor rocks to hide
Looking on Hidden places within the clouds
Hidden by the colorful clouds.
Thousands miles as high as I could sky dive
Certainly I would find you there
With bunch of wild flowers
Of our forever love
Luwuk 16 April 2016
Monday, June 8, 2015
Never been forgotten
Like a wanderer, I have
lost my way
My empty heart burned
The prickly bushes appear
to block
To fill the path to a
remote village
That we used to stroll
Small honey bee flying around
us
Like strong army that
rushes in to fight,
Reminding not to stampede
their nest
Not to disturb their peace
life
So do us, our pray to our
love
Day to day of our life,
full of loves
With the Milky Way poured
down from the sky;
Where clouds flying
together
Slowly moving above the
verdant creek
Meeting a river of
torrential rain
Ending to waterfall of a
giant cliff
Pushing my way to find you
Thru the dark forest with
longing of the leaves
With fragrance of
wildest flowers
Thru the breeze of highland
wind
Almost have been long
forgotten,
Rustle there, tired of
waiting
But not boring to search
I miss you
Syafuan Gani
Luwuk 9 June 2015
I would search you
Far
away , in other world. my love
I
would search you
Wandering
to darkness of virgin forest
With
a patch of wildflowers
Thousands
miles faraway
Strolling
to the waves of desert
Thousands
miles to horizon line
Roaming
under dark clouds
Bathing
a torrential rain
Certainly
I would find you there
I
would search you
Flying
to blue sky , faraway
To
the sky where there is no forest
Nor
rocks to hide
Looking on Hidden places within the clouds
Hidden
by the colorful clouds.
Thousands
miles as high as I could sky dive
Certainly
I would find you there
With
bunch of wild flowers
Of
our forever love
Pulling
us together , forever
Syafuan Ganui
Luwuk, 8 June 2015
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