Lament of life
When I was born, I came alone, Mom struggle her life
under the candle light
Brought nothing, but naked and cried, wrapped, surrounded by smiling happy faces.
Brought nothing, but naked and cried, wrapped, surrounded by smiling happy faces.
I'm a lonely newcomer in worldly life, Going to cheers and enjoy the life, With siblings, lovers and family.
My Life comes in sudden appearance and turning a pond with springtime face, into
rippling waves of reddish beach, under pal trees.
I look into my self for knowing what the reason of my being, One
day will be aging and my Love died, I am lonely a gain.
What I did know, ., what I did not know, What I will be, where will I go
I do not know , because I am a lonely , just a lonely
man, waiting for my time to come
Summer had broken with clouds fading, a sudden drizzle start before showing a clear
sky of dawn.
I see a flowing water to
the pond, to fertilize wild tulip's
flowers where it's blossom pistil scatter thru the wind, fluttered and drifted down back to the garden
of flowers
In peace, smile and good faith of Allah…… I am just a
lonely man, travel to the worldly.
I am a lonely man freely flying within reddish cloud in the sky, drifting to the west, then chanced to a shadow.
My heart beat slowly, rippling slowly, but not to be amazed by the shadow of drifting white cloud.
Whatever that be, it's mine to remember , never ever
forget to my devotion
When one day, my time comes, I would go with smile, take
nothing at all but my clean soul, one day….
It will
For long time you have been waiting for our date at the
gate of heaven where river flows from green valley to the open sea.
But I dont show up yet up at the gate and whisper to you
to wait passionately.
My hairs changed to grey, even thinner ….covered by
desert dust, wondering can you recognize
me when we meet
I am a lonely , just a lonely man, waiting for my time to
come, going back to God Almighty, my creator
Since you passed away, I feel a great lost, could not put
the feeling aside nor to forget either.
In the middle of night , I have dream you brought me to our
home, our red bed room in silence and we just stared each other.
Our tears started to flow, I am lonely to come and you are lonely waiting for me in a moonlight, night’s deep without end.
A solitary grave is not far away, sorrow beyond nowhere I could dream again .
You have been waiting along the scented path, teasing me
in dream, and pinching the pistil of a wild red orchid flower.
Our ultimate life
has always been a dream with good old
days and new laments of love in garden
of paradise, have many a sigh in the
air.
I am a tired traveler alone, seeking my way to my final home, to redeem our loneliness.
I do not know , because I am a lonely , just a lonely
man, waiting for my time to come, going back to God Almighty, my creator
I dream, wearing a flower as a hair pin, my lover's passion turned
on the part of a romantic lover.
She parted with my sorrow remain in a dream of fog,
counting the time passed, under sun in a hazy smog and under moon dark
cloud, I’m shocked, i am lonely.
Sun set hiding behind red clouds , a pale moon rising
over the dark sea, watching the same,
loath this endless night.
In this pale moon light, no care for candlelight, i
wish i stepped at silence beach and feel dew on the ground and find happier
night in my dream.
Had I known more traces of tears on your cheek, missing
your lovely smile, I would have sit next beside you for that parting moment
when you passes away
Festivity in happiness,
I sing with a single wish to bring, I wish we’re always together,
staying together year out, year in
I am a tired traveler alone, seeking my way to my final home, to redeem our loneliness.
I do not know , because I am a lonely , just a lonely
man, waiting for my time to come, going back to God Almighty, my creator
I feel a lonely night in solitude, endless nights with dawn
overdue under the same blue sky.
We are separated far and wide with a dream can I freely
reach your flowery grave
My love, I fill my dreams, our only liaison, tender like
water, with passion, stepping on the bridge of sorrow, joining our hearts to
the end of time our affection.
My life now turned cold since parting with my beloved
even the sun is already hanging there.
I wanted to say many things, but refrained, as my lover
leaving without any goodbye, travel afar, lost in a maze of clouds, gazing and feeling crestfallen day
after day.
A gentle wind blowing the air in late evening hours in
between pines and bamboo tree, moving leaves under moonlight, with sound
of water flowing thru small ditch, in front of our house.
Though the rainy season was no more, flowing water keep
running in our small ditch, as of my
heart, I still wait for my time passionately and continue to stay lonely
When one’s life is ending, do not let your time pass,
facing the hereafter with an empty faith but
lonely men as of old with true faith promise to meet his lover in front
of paradise gate
I am a tired traveler alone, seeking my way to my final home, to redeem our loneliness hereafter, as no one understand me.... no one.
Syafuan Gani
End January 2013
Doha, Qatar
no worry, everlasting love .... the end
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