Remembering how you would hold me tighter and speak so gently, portals of memories, so sweet, so bitter.
Remember your smile too well it lingers in my mind, the lost shadow haunting me, vanished, replaced with all the lingering memories.
Living lonely by myself, caring myself, self-sufficient, self-serving, self-assured, self-disciplined, self-righteous, self-seeking, self-willed, self-evident, but not being selfish, self-less. Indeed.
Living lonely by myself, thinking myself , against my family, against cultures, against tradition and against depression.
Living lonely by myself, thinking myself , against loneliness, against my foes or my friends, against lovers innocently.
Living lonely, by myself, wondering my stupidity of blindness, of torment of hatred, of ignorance, of neglect of judging, procrastinating, of criticizing about the fail
in memoriam of my late wife